Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Reading History Memories


I do not really have many memoires about my reading history; probably because I am old and this is something I haven’t thought about in twenty some years. As everyone else is more than likely flooded with vivid memories of their childhood reading memories, I am imagining a dusty filing cabinet tucked somewhere within my brain, labeled “literary memories”. As I pull open a rusty drawer that is hardly on the tracks in this cabinet, moths and dust come fluttering out! So with that being said, this is all I remember.

As a young child, I remember being home with my mom practicing my ABCs. I also vaguely remember  working on 1980s school paperback workbooks that my mom bought at Walmart. They were for different subjects like math, reading and practicing writing and possibly had some word problems. I never went to pre-school, my mom just did her best to teach me at home. She had no training at all and didn’t even finish high school herself, but she was patient and I know she tried as hard as she could.

Once I went to Kindergarten I was very shy, but not really behind the other kids. I have very little memories of Kindergarten through probably 6th grade, other than who my teachers were. I do remember going to get milk once in a crate in Kindergarten, but that doesn’t have much to do with reading!

The only vivid memory I do have regarding reading, is the internal terror and horrible fear I had of reading aloud in class. I was not as fast at reading as some of the other kids and I swear I could hear them judging my abilities and speed against their own as I tried to sputter out the words as fast as I possibly could. When trying to read as fast as one can, in front of others, it is very easy to get tongue tied and flustered. I remember hoping and praying time would run out before I got called on. I was painfully shy and this exercise of reading allowed seemed like torture to me.

Luckily, I lived through the experience…

3 Comments:

At April 4, 2016 at 11:50 AM , Blogger Lauren Schekorra said...

When we were asked to do this assignment, it took me a little bit to remember what I did when I was younger. For some reason working with my parents stood out more to me than working with my teachers in elementary, middle, and high school. I don't recall many memories of reading in middle and high school.

 
At April 6, 2016 at 6:07 PM , Blogger Austin said...

Reading out loud has to be one of the scariest things in grade school haha. I knew if we did everyone read a paragraph I would count a head and figure out which one mine was and read it 100 times before my turn so i did not sound like an idiot in front of people. this means i never heard any of the other parts of the reading and thus never learned anything by reading out loud.

 
At April 6, 2016 at 6:15 PM , Blogger Amy's Blog said...

Austin, I am cracking up right now! That is exactly what I did. Exactly. How funny.

 

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